Crumbling a bit

This past weekend was nice--I got to see my sister, Delacey, who is up here for a film workshop, which was really nice and hopefully I will get to see more of her while she's here for the month.

But then this week hit me like a truck. I am extremely frustrated by the lack of oversight at my job. I know everyone is busy, and I really don't think I need to be micromanaged, but I have been working on my own to create an access database (yay!), but then the other stuff that I AM supposed to be doing I keep messing up because it is so simple. This is how I have always been. If something seems to easy, my brain just shuts off, especially if I haven't done it before. I want to do everything with someone first, and that keeps not happening. I suppose I haven't made it as clear as I could that that is what I need, but I just feel like an idiot, which I know I'm not. Anyway, on top of that, I'm considering possibly still going to Europe, and trying to figure out how to go about that. But all of that together is a bit overwhelming.

So that's where I am. Screwin' things up as usual!